Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Perfectly Aligned @ 4:41 PM
I want to slap myself across the face repeatedly. -.-
I should've checked both my emails instead of assuming that people know that I only check one.
Damn I made such a big mistake.
And I can't believe that you'd even think till such an extent.
Your words hurt me. Really.
I said it implying how much you are a part of my life.
Why're you taking it as a stab?
Is it cause I'm being a burden to you?
Grow some balls and tell me to face, will you?
Wtf is it with this.
The more I think about it the angrier I get.
You misunderstand what I said.
And you're hurt.
Now that's what makes me feel hurt.
Do you know what it feels like to be left behind?
Or to not be able to communicate with someone you care about?
Sometimes people choose to deceive themselves, because it's painful.
Don't take that at face value. I mean something positive, not negative - as your pessimistic mindset only permits.
If you don't understand what I mean then PLEASE OPEN YOUR MOUTH AND ASK ME INSTEAD OF MISINTERPRETING IT AGAIN.Misunderstanding Mania.
Can't believe how stupid it sounds now.
But I'm happy it actually turned out to be some misunderstanding.
I hope this song will guide you home.