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Such Great Heights
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I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
True, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home


They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...


I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listening
That frankly will not fly. you will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home



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MS POST(WO)MAN.

Hi. My name is Melissa.
I was born on 1st Nov 92.
I am currently in 4S1, an oh-so-yellow Curian.
I am studying in ACJC now, and in 1SC4.
I love 8039. And they will always be a part of my life.
8039 was is awesome.


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Do not click this unless you're absolutely bored out of your wits.

Oh hi, you clicked meh.
I knew you couldn't resist the temptation.

Bah. Fine. Now I shall bore you with facts about myself.
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Melissa goes by Mel, Meli, Mel-chan, Moomoo, Sasa, intristique, intris, intri, Kirreli, Kirr, Cele, Bilis, etc.

She has been an NPCC Cadet, she has passed out this year. She has been the Unit Treasurer and Sec 4 NCO for 07-08.

She will remember the Kucheengs '06, Sunshines '05-08, NPDP '07 GOH 2, Crescent Raleigh '07, Brainstorm '07, Revivalists and -IKAN-s forever.

She is a Lolita, who is currently experimenting with crossdressing with dear little Hunny-sempai from Ouran.
So look out for her at EOY '08.

She has acknowledged that Edward Cullen is the ultimate fandom, and no actor in the world will ever be suitable for his role.

She loves to read. Especially manga.
W Juliet, Rosario+Vampire and Love Monster will always be some of her favorites ever.
VK, TGA†, Wild Ones, Hana Kimi, Shinigami Lovers, Ouran to name some more.

She is an aspiring writer, who would very much like her works to be appreciated.
Please do support her.

She is a huge fan of Indie, Alternative and many other genres of music.
Death Cab for Cutie, ATL, Owl City, The Postal Service, The Script, A.F.I, Cash Cash, Honor Society, Mayday Parade, Daphne, Hinder, One Point Star, One Night Only, Paramore, Panic! At The Disco, The Pipettes, +44, Sum 41, Tokio Hotel.
These bands dominate her iTunes.

And hey, Melissa wishes for stuff too.
Her absolute must-have is more music, baby!
She is currently doing online shopping, because she is too lazy to go out and find nice clothes/accessories.She would very much love GK clothes and accessories. Especially JAGK merch!
She will never get Matsumoto Jun, because he is just totally out of reach. But still she'd be a totally ecstatic fangirl.
Her ultimate loves are manga, chokers, shoes, accessories, shirts.

Honey, she can't get any more specific because you'd probably drop off your chair if you knew what other stuff she really wanted. c:
But hey, she doesn't need to get explicit for you to know that she really wants books by Jodi Picoult, Stephanie Meyer, Catherine Lim, Lian Hearn and any books from The Little Black Dress series. And of course you're welcome to introduce fabulous books to her. She'd definitely appreciate that.


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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Perfectly Aligned @ 9:05 PM


This post is filled with teen angst.
You have been warned that the post below is filled with bitchiness.
Read at your own risk.


Wtf?
I don't know why she wants to bring it up now, when I'm trying so hard to fit into my life in JC.

Why didn't you talk about it during Orientation?
I would've jumped at the choice then.
You've made me spend more than a month at JC, and you think I can tear myself away from my new friends like that?
WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?

CAN YOU ACTUALLY EVEN SAY THAT YOU'VE BEEN A TEENAGER BEFORE?
DO YOU KNOW WHAT LIFE IS LIKE?
DO YOU ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT ME AND MY WELFARE?
If so, then why do you keep instigating me?!

The god damned life path that I drew out, it was from two years ago.
At that time, I was forced to put a damned JC.
I was duped into believing that JC was the only way to go, but once you've seen the options, you know there's so much more.
You'd know that poly is so much more worth it than JC.
"People who choose to go JC are braver than those that go poly."
HAHA WHAT SHIT.
I THINK PEOPLE WHO GO POLY HAVE MORE BALLS THAN THOSE WHO GO JC.
THEY'RE WILLING TO GO AGAINST THE SOCIAL NORM AND STAND UP FOR WHAT THEY WANT AND BELIEVE IN.
JUST BECAUSE OUR PASSION LIES IN POLY DOESN'T MEAN THAT WE'RE OF LOWER STANDARD.
I FORCED MYSELF INTO A FREAKING JC BECAUSE OF YOU.
I NEVER WANTED TO GO.
WTF.
THIS IS MAKING ME ANGRIER AND MORE AGITATED BY THE SECOND.

HOW DARE YOU SUDDENLY OFFER TO HELP ME APPEAL INTO A POLY?
IF YOU'D JUST LISTEN TO ME TWO MONTHS AGO DURING THE CHOICE OF SCHOOLS THEN I WOULDN'T HAVE ENDED UP IN THIS SITUATION.
YOUR FACE SO IMPORTANT TO YOU RIGHT?
I KNOW YOU LIKE TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS THAT I'M IN JC AND MAKE THEM GO WOW.
RATHER THAN TELLING THEM THAT I'M IN POLY AND THEY THINK THAT I'M STUPID.
POLY PEOPLE HAVE BRAINS AND CAPABILITIES YOU KNOW, AND SOME OF THEM ARE MORE CAPABLE THAN A LOT OF JC PEOPLE.

YOU THINK I'M NOT YOUR PUPPET?
I AM.
I WORK HARD SO MANY DAYS OF MY LIFE IN SCHOOL, WHICH IS A LIVING HELL, IN CASE YOU'VE FORGOTTEN.
YOU WANT TO THINK THAT YOU'RE MY PUPPET?
SHUT UP.
I MEAN, SERIOUSLY, SHUT UP.
YOU TOLD ME REPEATEDLY TO BE MORE POSITIVE, AND THAT WHEN YOU HEAR ME BEING UPSET OR ANGRY ABOUT MY SCHOOL, YOU'RE SAD.
WTF? WTF? WTF?
I WASN'T THE ONE WHO BROUGHT THE TOPIC UP!
I WOULD'VE KEPT IT TO MYSELF, THE WAY I'VE BEEN FOR THE PAST MONTH.
BUT NO, SOMEONE HAD TO PICK AT IT.
IT'S LIKE THAT WHITE TIGER INCIDENT.
CAN YOU HONESTLY BLAME ME WHEN I'VE BEEN PROVOKED?

STOP TALKING ABOUT IT.
OMG.

YOU ALREADY SCREWED UP MY LIFE.
EDUCATION IS ESSENTIAL, BUT WHY FORCE ME TO YOUR WILL?
IT'S NOT AS IF I SAID I WANTED TO DROP OUT OF SCHOOL.
I JUST WANTED TO GO POLY, TAKE UP THE COURSE IN BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE. THEN GRADUATE AND ENTER A UNI AND MANAGE TO GET A BACHELOR'S DEGREE AND THEN GO FOR A MASTERS.
IT'S NOT AS IF I DON'T HAVE DREAMS, I HAVE MY OWN DREAMS, AND JUST CAUSE THEY DON'T RUN PARALLEL WITH YOURS, YOU FEEL THE NEED TO TELL ME TO DO WHAT YOU WANT?
AND IF YOU ACTUALLY CARED FOR ME YOU'D HAVE LET ME GO FROM THE START, NOT GIVE ME THAT
SHIT PARENT ACT THAT SAYS YOU DID WHAT YOU DID CAUSE YOU LOVE ME AND IT'S FOR THE BEST.
IT'S NOT.
YOU COULD HAVE WASTED AN EXTRA YEAR OF MY LIFE BY FORCING ME TO GO JC.
I'M ALREADY TRYING TO MAKE UP FOR
YOUR MISTAKE BY BEING A GOOD STUDENT.
SOMEONE WHO'S PROACTIVE IN CCA AND ALL THAT SHIT.
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE.
YOU DIDN'T GIVE ME A CHOICE AND I WAS FORCED TO FOLLOW WHAT YOU TOLD ME TO DO.
IF I WEREN'T YOUR PUPPET, I'D HAVE RUN AWAY AND FORGED MY OWN LIFE LONG AGO.

AND STOP ASKING ME IF I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME.
CAUSE YES, I FREAKING DO.
AND IF I MYSELF DIDN'T LOVE YOU, DO YOU THINK THAT I'D PUT UP WITH ALL THIS SHIT?
I DON'T WANT TO GO TO JC FOR MY OWN GOOD, MY OWN GOOD WOULD BE GOING TO POLY.
I'M DOING THIS FOR YOU, SO THAT YOU CAN BE THE HAPPY PARENT AND BE PROUD OF HER KID.

I WANT SO SCREAM VERY VERY BADLY.


YOU'RE THE EXPERT AT RUBBING SALT INTO THE WOUND.
THANKS FOR OPENING THE DOOR AFTER I'VE VENTURED SOMEWHERE ELSE WITH NO RETURN.
I REALLY APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH.


THANK YOU FOR FORCING ME TO DO WHAT
YOU WANT. AND NEVER GIVING ME A CHOICE IN MY OWN FUTURE, WHATEVER CRAP YOU USE TO FIGHT YOUR ARGUMENTS WITH.


I hope this song will guide you home.