I now know that I'm really lucky.
Jo is like, unlike all others.

I have never in my life had someone not jump at the opportunity and instead feel ashamed because of inadequacy.
The instant that occurred, I was simply won over.

Mari, it's weird.
I like to scold people for no apparent reason, especially via sms, (OKAY LOL I KNOW I SCOLD YOU ALOT TOO, BUT YOU DESERVE IT), and it might be weird for you now, cause it's like my personality changed a little.
Weird huh? o_o
As quoted from Jash/Mikaeel about 1 year ago on MS - "Mel, you've seriously gone soft."
D8


So now I'm Jo's personal trainer? HAHA.
Because it's inappropriate for Jo to be so much noober than meh? LOLLLL.
But still I'm glad that of all people I got Jo to train. (:
Bnt was so horrible.
It was my choice okay, not yours.
Geez. You know what?
Levels don't even matter, I could pull off a fake noob and then pwn you.
What matters is your attitude and behaviour.


AND OKAY THE MESSAGE WAS DAMN GAY.
"I think you should have freedom of choice .. I can't restrict you just because I don't have anyone else to play with."
ROFLMAO! Really, that blew me away.
I was really expecting a "COME PLAY WITH ME LEH."
But I guess that was really underestimating Jo.
I am glad that I underestimated you.

BUTBUTBUT WHAT MADE ME SAD WAS THAT I GOT DAOED AFTER THAT. D<




P.S. Mari, I know that you're the one who knows how I feel 'behind the scenes'.
I know I bitch to you alot, and you mirror the same way of thinking that I have.
But when it's time for me to do what I'm supposed to, I have to.
You can't just expect me to continue being cynical and sarcastic about it.
And really, when you came right down to saying all that, I didn't really feel that way at all.
I wanted to say "No! Omg no!" but I only managed to fire something back at you.
Well still, I don't understand why I have to give way to train.
Giving way only encourages complacency in my POV.
I believe I must be extremely brutal and unforgiving, which can make me a trainer/teacher/instructor from hell.
Whoever asks for any help/assistance should be ready for that lest I'm in the mood to dish out such severe treatment.