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Such Great Heights
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I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
True, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home


They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...


I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listening
That frankly will not fly. you will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home



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MS POST(WO)MAN.

Hi. My name is Melissa.
I was born on 1st Nov 92.
I am currently in 4S1, an oh-so-yellow Curian.
I am studying in ACJC now, and in 1SC4.
I love 8039. And they will always be a part of my life.
8039 was is awesome.


letters


Do not click this unless you're absolutely bored out of your wits.

Oh hi, you clicked meh.
I knew you couldn't resist the temptation.

Bah. Fine. Now I shall bore you with facts about myself.
-Switches to third person-


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The Melissa Effect ;


Melissa goes by Mel, Meli, Mel-chan, Moomoo, Sasa, intristique, intris, intri, Kirreli, Kirr, Cele, Bilis, etc.

She has been an NPCC Cadet, she has passed out this year. She has been the Unit Treasurer and Sec 4 NCO for 07-08.

She will remember the Kucheengs '06, Sunshines '05-08, NPDP '07 GOH 2, Crescent Raleigh '07, Brainstorm '07, Revivalists and -IKAN-s forever.

She is a Lolita, who is currently experimenting with crossdressing with dear little Hunny-sempai from Ouran.
So look out for her at EOY '08.

She has acknowledged that Edward Cullen is the ultimate fandom, and no actor in the world will ever be suitable for his role.

She loves to read. Especially manga.
W Juliet, Rosario+Vampire and Love Monster will always be some of her favorites ever.
VK, TGA†, Wild Ones, Hana Kimi, Shinigami Lovers, Ouran to name some more.

She is an aspiring writer, who would very much like her works to be appreciated.
Please do support her.

She is a huge fan of Indie, Alternative and many other genres of music.
Death Cab for Cutie, ATL, Owl City, The Postal Service, The Script, A.F.I, Cash Cash, Honor Society, Mayday Parade, Daphne, Hinder, One Point Star, One Night Only, Paramore, Panic! At The Disco, The Pipettes, +44, Sum 41, Tokio Hotel.
These bands dominate her iTunes.

And hey, Melissa wishes for stuff too.
Her absolute must-have is more music, baby!
She is currently doing online shopping, because she is too lazy to go out and find nice clothes/accessories.She would very much love GK clothes and accessories. Especially JAGK merch!
She will never get Matsumoto Jun, because he is just totally out of reach. But still she'd be a totally ecstatic fangirl.
Her ultimate loves are manga, chokers, shoes, accessories, shirts.

Honey, she can't get any more specific because you'd probably drop off your chair if you knew what other stuff she really wanted. c:
But hey, she doesn't need to get explicit for you to know that she really wants books by Jodi Picoult, Stephanie Meyer, Catherine Lim, Lian Hearn and any books from The Little Black Dress series. And of course you're welcome to introduce fabulous books to her. She'd definitely appreciate that.


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Monday, September 29, 2008

Perfectly Aligned @ 11:11 PM


Now there are two skunks.
One named 'erudite' and the other named 'Essential'.
Awesome right? ;D
I'm so flattered, so D will be when D sees it. HAHA. ;D
I SHALL HAVE MARATHON ON TUES NIGHT AND SEE IF D WILL BE ONLINE!
ZAK WITH MEH LOL. ;D
I WANT TO TRY GETTING ANOTHER 1. ;D


I hope this song will guide you home.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Perfectly Aligned @ 1:02 AM


KMS is fun. ;D
I totally made a new friend and a skunk was named after me. :o
SO AWESOME, LOL. ;D


I hope this song will guide you home.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Perfectly Aligned @ 6:56 PM


Ytd was Sim Yee's wedding day!
She looked so pretty:D
Really, 'mei li de xin niang'.
Well, of course, they say every girl is prettiest on their wedding day.
Photos must be acquired from Shieh YeeShayne somehow. LOL.

It was the first time I ever got my makeup and hair done by pros!
ZOMG IT WAS SO AWESOME:D
I esp loved the dinner hairstyle.
So I must buy hairspray and try it someday.


I hope this song will guide you home.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Perfectly Aligned @ 4:41 PM


I stole this from Manman. :D


TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now [don't name the person];
#01 I miss you so much, my dear. D; Write letters again pl0x, and prata by the pool! :D
#02 I'm so sorry for getting pissed off with you a lot, especially at the beginning of last year. But I really appreciate you being my friend. Thanks for these two years! :D
# 03 GET YOUR ASS IN KMS SVR LAH.
#04 Stop joking around. Your life is not a joke. Well if you treat it that way then maybe it is.
#05 STUPID! WHY IS IT THAT YOU'RE BUSY EVERY DAY. D: YOU'RE NOT EVEN SEC 4 DAMMIT.
#06 I will NOT help you find songs again, HAHAHAHAHA. >D
#07 I'm still keeping your gifts ;D AND I WANT YOU TO BE MY MORI-SEMPAI! :D
#08 TC DEAR! ILY! x3
#09 Talk to me please, I'm really sorry for what I said.
#10 We can't keep doing this. But I can't break it to you. :/

NINE things about yourself;
#01 I love Audi HS5!
#02 I would like to fade into Oblivion. (LOL JK, MARI WILL FREAK OUT AT THIS.) love ASN.
#03 I like to own pwn people.
#04 I hate wearing white dresses.
#05 I like making apophysises.
#06 I like 95% of the songs in my iTunes. (OKAY LOL THAT'S RANDOM.)
#07 I love St. Bride and BOOBOO! :D
#08 I would like to go into the field of Biology and make those Physics fanatics STFU.
#09 I desperately need to get out more.

EIGHT ways to win my heart;
#01 Be sincere. Don't flirt, dammit.
#02 Understand my roundabout ways that're applicable SOMETIMES. (If you really do, I'd be impressed.)
#03 Endeavor. (Lol ;x Pri sch motto.)
#04 Be my pet. (I'M ONLY JOKING.) Reply messages within half an hour. (LOL ;x)
#05 Be an avid reader! ;D
#06 Be taller than me pl0x, but not TOO tall. (Same as Manman's ;D)
#07 Find time to comment on my works.
#08 Give in to me. (PLEASE DO, OKAY?)

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot;
#01 JWJD.
#02 Where can I find the after-chapters for ASN! D:
#03 Mmm damn why is TH on radio?! Can't they at least play the german versions?
#04 I want that book. ._.
#05 HOLY CRAP I'M SCREWED.
#06 Emath papers? Amath papers? Chem papers? AHH D:
#07 I want 1250x ._.

SIX things I wished I never did;
#01 Joke around with you =_= (Well I THOUGHT you could take a joke.)
#02 Accuse you. :/ It was a horrible mistake.
#03 Buy Red Shift from this book fair. HOMGZXZXZ HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW IT WAS THAT KIND OF BOOK! D:
#04 Not keep to the daily facial wash routine.
#05 Made so many happy memories with the old pond and Casey.
#06 Bought that bag.

FIVE turn-offs;
#01 Twits.
#02 People who say they're really fat but aren't.
#03 People who just CANNOT take my hints.
#04 People who DON'T reply my messages. ESPECIALLY THOSE TWO PPL.
#05 The lack of a cure for stupidity.

FOUR turn-ons;
#01 Music is a universal remedy.
#02 Games.
#03 Manga.
#04 Being with people I like. ^w^

THREE words to sum up my life;
#01 Awesome
#02 without
#03 exams.

TWO things I won't die till I do;
#01 Cross dress. (Oh wait I'm doing that at EOY, so I shall say cosplay Kaname Kuran! LOL.)
#02 Erm. Get an iPod Touch.

ONE last confession;
#01 I just love what you do. Reading the replies always makes me laugh, even when you try to bully me, which you definitely can't. I'll continue looking out for you as you do for me. Thanks so much for what you've done all this time! <3


I hope this song will guide you home.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Perfectly Aligned @ 2:12 PM


OMG I TOTALLY ROFLMAO-ED WHEN I READ THE LOVE&FRIENDSHIP COLUMN.
IT WAS SO DISGUSTING D:
ALL THE Darrrhhhs, and Deardearrrrx.
I'm in no position to criticise them, but I'd be amazed if they could type like that online and actually write proper English in their exams.
Good luck for PASSING in your major exams, twits! ;D


I hope this song will guide you home.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Perfectly Aligned @ 8:34 AM


I think I've done this before, but heck I can't find new ones.


Here's how:
1.Open your music library.
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the 'next' button.
6. Don't lie.

Opening credits:
Happy Ending - MIKA (WTF MY OPENING CREDITS ARE A HAPPY ENDING? THE END OF THE OPENING? LOL.)

Waking up:
She's So Lovely - Scouting For Girls (Wow? =_= I'm straight, tyvm.)

First day of High School:

Memories - Within Temptation (Lol yeah. ;D Memories.)

Falling in love:

Bang The Doldrums - FOB ('I wrote a goodbye note in lipstick on your arm' Er.. I don't really think this is a nice song to fall in love to. But still, ex-friends to the end, better off as lovers. ;D)

Fight song:

7 Things - Miley Cyrus (ROFLMAO. HOW WILL I FIGHT TO THIS?!)

Breaking up:

Marching Bands Of Manhattan - DCFC (NOOOOOO. I LIKE THIS SONG OKAY D:)

Prom:

Just Fine - Mary J. Blige (.... Prom songs should be more sophisticated? =_=)

Life:

Up Against The Wall - Boys Like Girls (... We all live life up against the wall.)

Mental breakdown:

The Fritz - Say Hi To Your Mom (Well really, if I was in a fritz, I might have a mental breakdown.)

Driving:

Hero/Heroine - Boys Like Girls (YEAH:D)

Flashback:

Your Call - Secondhand Serenade (Okay lol. Now I'm really having a flashback of receiving a call.)

Getting back together:

Bliss(I Don't Wanna Know) - Hinder (About your affairs? o_o)

Wedding:
Unlove You - Ashley Tisdale (WHY WOULD I WANT TO UNLOVE MY SPOUSE =_=)

Birth of child:

To Whom It May Concern - Creed (Wow? =_=)

Final battle:

Title And Registration - DCFC (You need to register and you need to be impt to fight my final battle, LOL.)


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 8:28 AM


This is a cool shuffle meme.
The rules are a LITTLE different.
But other than that, you know what to do. ;D

"Put your music player on ‘random’ or ‘shuffle’ mode and write down the first 20 songs that are played. You can skip if the same artist comes on twice but otherwise you have to spill the beans, no matter how embarrassing."

1. Bullet For My Valentine - Hearts Burst Into Fire
2. Oasis - Hello
3. +44 - Little Death
4. Death Cab For Cutie - What Sarah Said
5. Tokio Hotel - Durch Den Monsun
6. OneRepublic - Mercy
7. The Killers - On Top
8. Nirvana - In Bloom
9. Creed - To Whom It May Concern
10. Hinder - Shoulda
11. Malice Mizer - Le Ciel
12. Ashley Tisdale - Be Good To Me (I don't really like her but I'm too lazy to get rid of her songs =_=)
13. Kanye West ft. Chris Martin - Homecoming
14. Sum 41 - Still Waiting
15. Paramore - Miracle
16. Within Temptation - Memories
17. Avril Lavigne - The Best Damn Thing (>_>")
18. A.F.I - God Called In Sick Today
19. Say Hi To Your Mom - The Fritz
20. Fall Out Boy - Don't You Know Who I Think I Am?

Okay I guess none of them are THAT embarrassing ;D


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 8:21 AM


I am a super morbid person, I guess. =_=
While getting back SS papers, the only thing I could think of was "Blood Bath".
WTF LOL. SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH ME.


I hope this song will guide you home.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Perfectly Aligned @ 2:30 PM


8th Quiz (Kind of cheated on this one cause I used my favorites playlist, nvm shall do it again with the full list :D)

Found this somewhere. I'm sorry I couldn't be bothered to take down the name cause it was too long. :x

You know the drill.


1. What do people assume when they first look at me?
Something Right - Westlife
(LOL WTF DOES THIS MEAN THAT I LOOK ALL WRONG WITH ONLY SOMETHING RIGHT? =_=)

2. What would be a big challenge in life for me?
Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional
(Does that mean that I'll have difficulty treating things easily? o_o WHY WOULD HANDS DOWN BE A CHALLENGE FOR ME.)

3. Am I a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
Memories - Within Temptation
(Does this mean that I was a good gf in the past but not anymore? HEY! D:)

4. Do I have a Secret Admirer?
Nothing Better - TPS
(Srsly what does this mean? =_= I don't have any better secret admirers?)

5. Will I ever become manically depressed in my life?
Reclusion - Anberlin
(I take this as a yes, to the extent that I will live in recluse. T_T)

6. How will I die?
I'll Meet You There - Owl City
(LOL WTF IS THIS SUPPOSED TO MEAN.)

7. Is someone trying to kill me?
How Far We've Come - Matchbox Twenty
(I don't get it.)

8. What is my sexual preference?
Dear Father - Sum 41
(OKAY THIS IS SERIOUSLY SICK AND WRONG. NO WAY.)

9. What am I afraid of?
I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry
(Kind of, I guess. Kissing girls is not in my agenda, ever.)

10. What will I be doing in a few years?
Hello Seattle - Owl City
(I take it that means I'll be visiting Seattle?)

11. What is some good advice for me?
Rainbow Veins - Owl City
(Okay so now my heart has a lack of color? =_= Plz oh plz I need someone to blend the rainbow and shoot it through my veins.)

12. What should I be doing instead of this quiz?
Feeling This - Blink 182
(Feeling WHAT?)

13. What is a bad habit I should try to stop?
Apathy For Apologies - Everyday Sunday
(Okay fine, I shall respect apologies more. T_T)

14. What am I having for dinner?
Roses - The Meg And Dia Band
(LOL WTF WHY WOULD I EAT ROSES FOR DINNER.)





2nd take, with the full music list.

1. What do people assume when they first look at me?
Hello Beautiful - Jonas Brothers
(I swear I didn't cheat on this. =_= But anyway I'm flattered. LOL.)

2. What would be a big challenge in life for me?
The District Sleeps Alone Tonight - TPS
(I really care about this unnamed District, don't I? =_=)

3. Am I a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
Down To My Last - Alter Bridge
(I think this means I am a good gf down to my last breath? o_o YAY ME?)

4. Do I have a Secret Admirer?
1000 Meere - Tokio Hotel
(1000 Seas, what does that mean? I have secret admirers over a thousand seas?)

5. Will I ever become manically depressed in my life?
Hand Of Blood - Bullet For My Valentine
(I guess so? Such that I'll start tainting myself with the blood of others? ZOMG D: SOMEONE RESTRAIN ME WHEN I GET TO THAT STAGE!)

6. How will I die?
Find The Real - Alter Bridge
(Does this actually mean anything? =_=)

7. Is someone trying to kill me?
Shoulda - Hinder
(HEY! DO YOU MEAN SOMEONE SHOULD TRY TO KILL ME?! NOOOOOO.)

8. What is my sexual preference?
Spring Nicht - Tokio Hotel
(Do Not Jump, does that mean I don't want one that jumps? o_o)

9. What am I afraid of?
When The Day Met The Night - P!ATD
(Okay..... I doubt I'm really afraid of that.)

10. What will I be doing in a few years?
Nails For Breakfast, Tacks For Snacks - P!ATD
(Erm, I'll be making a living out of a diner serving those? o_o)

11. What is some good advice for me?
Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine - The Killers
(So even if this is highly improbable, I should never hit on anyone called Jenny?)

12. What should I be doing instead of this quiz?
Likeshine - Likeshine
(What does this mean ._.)

13. What is a bad habit I should try to stop?
Stable Song - DCFC
(Stable Song is a habit?)

14. What am I having for dinner?
American Superstar - Flo Rida ft. Lil' Wayne
(OMG WTF IS THIS? I'M NOT GOING TO EAT SOME SUPERSTAR O_O)


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 2:30 PM


This is the 7th Music Shuffle Quiz that I've found stolen from Last.fm.
Save me from this obsession, ZOMG D:

But hey, you people know the drill by now.


Why are you taking yet another shuffle quiz?
Song: Death Of Seasons
Artist: A.F.I
Comment: Because the seasons are changing? o_o

What's currently in your fridge?
Song: An Deiner Seite (Ich Bin Da)
Artist: Tokio Hotel
Comment: (At your side, I am there) WTF WHAT'S BY MY SIDE THAT'S IN THE FRIDGE? O_O

Your biggest nightmare?
Song: Brothers On A Hotel Bed
Artist: DCFC
Comment: Well this kind of fits, but not rly that's not my biggest nightmare. I could actually imagine Kaoru and Hikaru from Ouran doing that in some 5 star hotel. But oh well. LOL. =x

What place would you like to visit?
Song: The Jester
Artist: Sum 41
Comment: Wtf? Does this make sense to you? =_=

A reason to commit suicide?
Song: Laundry
Artist: Say Hi to Your Mom
Comment: HOMG THIS IS PWNAGE.

Why are we here?
Song: How Long
Artist: Hinder
Comment: This doesn't make sense, really.

Something you never dared to say to anyone...?
Song: Freeze
Artist: Jordin Sparks
Comment: LULZXZXZ that means I'll never be a robber?

One thing the world really doesn't need?
Song: Totgeliebt
Artist: Tokio Hotel
Comment: (Dead-loved) Erm, okay? That's kinda mean D:

What's your biggest unfulfilled wish?
Song: Goodbye
Artist: Secondhand Serenade
Comment: Why would my wish be to say goodbye? =_=

If you could invent something, what would it be?
Song: Walking Disaster
Artist: Sum 41
Comment: Awesome? WHY WOULD I WANT TO INVENT A WALKING DISASTER LOLLLLL.

The last thing you say before you die?
Song: What You Got
Artist: Colby O Donis ft. Akon
Comment: Oh and who will I say this to? =_=

What's your destiny?
Song: The Missing Frame
Artist: A.F.I
Comment: This.. sounds a bit disturbing. Will I go missing in the future or something?

What do you do when you're alone in an elevator?
Song: Freunde Bleiben
Artist: Tokio Hotel
Comment: (Friends Remaining) Okay I don't understand this. o_o

Why do people go fishing?
Song: Happy Ending
Artist: MIKA
Comment: WTF. Fishing for a happy ending? =_= Like to what, get eaten by a monster fish?

What would you do with your slaves?
Song: Sleeping In
Artist: The Postal Service
Comment: WELL EW. NO WAY. I DON'T WANT ANY SEX SLAVES. HOMYGOD D:

Is there a man on the moon?
Song: Love Like Winter
Artist: A.F.I
Comment: What does this mean? The moon has everlasting winter? o_o

How does hell look like?
Song: Talking Bird
Artist: DCFC
Comment: Well crap, if I see a talking bird I guess I must be in hell then?

About what would you like to write a book?
Song: Goodbye (2nd try: Monsoon)
Artist: Secondhand Serenade (Tokio Hotel)
Comment: I seem to like goodbyes a lot. =_= (WOW REALLY. THAT'S AWESOME. SO I'LL BE SOME KIND OF SCIENTIST?)

The best thing ever is...?
Song: Built To Last
Artist: Melee
Comment: Okay. =_=

Why did the chicken cross the road?
Song: Aquarius
Artist: Within Temptation
Comment: Because it called to Aquarius? o_o

Why do you listen to music?
Song: A Moment Like This
Artist: Leona Lewis
Comment: I don't get it.

What do you do when you're alone and nobody's watching?
Song: Better Than Sex
Artist: One Point Star
Comment: HOMYGOD WTF DOES THIS MEAN?!

Why are other people so stupid?
Song: Smells Like Teen Spirit
Artist: Nirvana
Comment: Because they're teens with wild pheromones? I HAVE NO IDEA D:

Last thing you ate?
Song: With Me
Artist: Sum 41
Comment: What?! o_o

Why is grass green?
Song: Andy, You're A Star
Artist: The Killers
Comment: Because Andy's a star and grass gets chlorophyll from him somehow? o_o

Your phone is ringing, but who's on the other end?
Song: He Said, She Said
Artist: Ashley Tisdale
Comment: Who's that?

What should you stop doing?
Song: Interlude
Artist: +44
Comment: So I shouldn't ever have interludes? But I never even had one before o_o

A word of advice to the readers of this quiz?
Song: Mama
Artist: My Chemical Romance
Comment: You'll want to run crying to your Mama? o_o


I hope this song will guide you home.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Perfectly Aligned @ 5:14 PM


OKAY LET ME TELL YOU THE MOST HILARIOUS THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY.
HAHA I WILL TOTALLY KILL ANY COOL IMPRESSIONS PEOPLE HAVE OF ME WHEN THEY READ THIS.

During tuition today, I was copying the answer from the passage.
Lao shi left the room to do her laundry while I was copying stuff so she didn't see anything. LOL.
And then, finally I finished, so I was moving on to the next question and suddenly my pen rolls out of my hand.
So I was trying to use my arm to catch it against the table, but sht my reaction time could use a little more oiling? :x
Yeah well it fell on the floor, so I was going to pick it up.
But dang, I was too lazy to stand up and squat down to get it so I just reached downwards with my left hand.
Holy, I just realised that I was sitting cross legged at first, and I had totally no support at all.
The instant I grabbed the pen I was like OH CRAP, and instantly tried to get the full weight back on the chair to remain balance.
BUT NO IT DOESN'T EVER WORK THAT WAY DOES IT!
The whole chair toppled to the left =_=
I don't really want to know how much of a racket it made but it was really loud IMO. ;x
Still she didn't come in, so THAT WAS LUCKY. HAHA.
Then I just picked up the chair and set it upright.
AND THEN, when I sat on the chair and was starting to write, my arm got scraped against by the underside of the table. LOL.
Ah well when I continued to write, my left wrist was hurting since it probably absorbed the bulk of the fall. D:

OKAY IT'S SRSLY MY ACCIDENT PRONE DAY. HAHA.


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 4:40 PM


Stolen from Salahandra.

Let's shuffle, people. ;D

How am I feeling today?
Just Friends - Jonas Brothers (Nonsense D:)

What's my theme song?
Hello Seattle - Owl City (NICE:D I fall asleep in hospital parking lots~)

What is the story of my life?
Interlude - +44 (Now that's sad. =_=)

What am I like in bed?
He Said, She Said - Ashley Tisdale (And this means...?! O_O)


How can I get ahead in life?
Nothing Better - TPS (What? Am I already at best?)

What is my best feature?
Love So Sweet - ARASHI (Thank you. :D)

How is tomorrow going to be?
Lost In The Plot - The Dears (NO WAY.)

What is in store for this weekend?
So Much For You - Ashley Tisdale (Who will I break up with? o_o)

What is my life like at the moment?
If I Talk To God - The Last Goodnight (Why would I? =_=)

What song describes my secrets?
I Constantly Thank God For Esteban - P!ATD (Thanks God? o_o)

What is my current lover like?
Won't Stop - OneRepublic (Lol. Do I even have one? o_o)

What song will they play at my funeral?
Apologize - OneRepublic (YOU SEE. APOLOGIZE TO ME WHILE YOU STILL CAN BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE! :x)

How does the world see me?
Trouble Breathing - Alkaline Trio (Please, I am no longer asthmatic.)

Will I have a happy life?
Up Against The Wall - Boys Like Girls (Does this mean no?)

Will I accomplish my goals in life?
Wrong Way - Creed (No? o_o)

Will I find true love?
The Saltwater Room - Owl City (YEAHYEAH! So tell me darling do you wish we'd fall in love? All the time~)

How do I treat others?
Young Folks - Peter, Bjourn & John ft. Victoria Bergsman (I'm not THAT old myself =_=)


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 12:55 AM


Stolen from Gingerbread Latte.

It's shuffle time!
You people know what to do. ;D


1. Your Wedding Song:
I Will Possess Your Heart - DCFC (Aww but darling, if I'm getting married to you, you must already possess my heart. :3)

2. Your Last Words:
Chapter 13 - +44 (LOL WHAT CHAPTER IS THIS?)

3. Your Funeral Song:
We Are Broken - Paramore (I'm touched that you all need me so much. :x)

4. What Your Crush/BF/GF Thinks Of You:
Intermission - P!ATD (HEY! THAT ISN'T NICE D<)

5. Your Theme Song:
The District Sleeps Alone Tonight - TPS (Wow. =_=)

6. This Song Was Def Written About Me:
Mercy - Duffy (What the =_= I don't even like the song!)

7. What Travis Of GCH Thinks Of You:
Headlight Disco - TCF (Wow thanks.)

8. Instead of "I Do" Your Husband Says:
She's So Lovely - Scouting For Girls (THANK YOU DARLING. HAHAHA. YOU'D BETTER BE REFERRING TO ME THOUGH. >D)

9. How This Summer Will Be:
Beautiful - Creed (Wow. Actually fits.)

10. Your Children's First Words:
Your New Twin Sized Bed - DCFC (LOL I MUST HEAR THIS. I'LL HAVE CHILD PRODIGIES!)

11. Your 7th Grade Teachers Last Words:

We're So Starving - P!ATD (LOL WHY?! OH WAIT 7TH GRADE WOULD MEAN MR CHAN?! OMG LOL.)

12. If 50Cent Wrote A Song About You The Title Would Be:

Headstrong - Ashley Tisdale

13. Song You'll Meet Your Future Spouse To:
This Time... With Feeling - One Point Star (Er... Okayyyyy. I don't really want to meet in the atmosphere that this simulates. x_x)

14. The Reason Your Crush Will Marry You:

Rainbow Veins - Owl City (I'll blend up a rainbow of colours and shoot it through your veins ;D)

15. Should Be Your Ringtone:

The Carpal Tunnel Of Love - FOB (WHOOOOO. LOL.)

16. This Song Gets You Hype For Anything:

What's It Gonna Be? - H Two O ft. Platinum (Yes :D It's really super catchy and upbeat. ;D)

17. Song You Dance To Naked In Your Room:

Midnight Show - The Killers (So I'll dance at midnight I guess? Exclusive showings? LOL.)

18. The Best Party Song:

The Heart Never Lies - McFly (Lol okay. I doubt it's very party-able.)

19. This Song Reminds You Of The Best Day Of Your Life:
Gegen Meinen Willen - Tokio Hotel (Against My Sake? THAT DOESN'T SOUND VERY BEST-DAY-OF-MY-LIFE-ISH D:)

20. What The Cops Says To You When You Get Arrested:
With Arms Wide Open - Creed (Holy, we have really freaky cops!)

21. What Your Mom Screams When She Walks Into Your Room:

I Don't Love You - MCR (OMG NO D: THAT'S SO MEAN. D:)

22. What Will Be The Theme Song Of Your Birthday Party:

A Lack Of Color - DCFC (That's sad D: I want my Birthday Party to be colorful and interesting. But then again monotones might be pretty and sophisticated too.)

23. Describes December 27th,2007:

Hello - Oasis (No idea.)

24. What Your Best Friend Said About You Last Night:

Pictures Of You - The Last Goodnight (LOL WTF. MY BEST FRIEND IS SO NOT A STALKER.)

25. The Song You Sing Most In The Shower:

Take A Breath - Jonas Brothers (LOL. I DON'T KNOW THE LYRICS TO THE SONG :x)

26. When Your BF/GF Rejects Your Marriage Proposal, They'll Say:
Ma Cherie ~Itoshi Kimi E~ Malice Mizer (Don't ask me, I don't know what that means x_x Sihui/YT, a little help with translating?)

27. You'll Scream When You Reach The Top Of Mt. Rushmore:
Crank That - Soulja Boy (YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! LOL.)

28. Your Message To The World:

Breathless - Shayne Ward (You make me breathless~)

29. What Your Worst Enemy Sings About You:

Grave Kelly - MIKA (Lol. Looks were too sad?)

30. Your Secret Admirer Sings About You Every Valentines Day:

Nine In The Afternoon - P!ATD (I don't want to know. =_=)

31. In Front Of A Huge Crowd You'll Scream:

Pity And Fear - DCFC (Why? o_o)

32. This Song Makes You Want To Bake Cookies:

An Deiner Seite (Ich Bin Da) - Tokio Hotel (At your side, I am there. WTF LOL. NO WAY.)

33. What is some good advice for me:
Wrong Way - Creed (So I'm going the wrong way now? o_o)

34. You Sing This When Your Mad:
We Will Become Silhouettes - TPS (Nice. I'm so mad that we'll all fade away.)

35. You Sing This When Your Alone and No One Can See Or Hear:

She's A Handsome Woman - P!ATD (Why really? Who am I referring to? AND HELLO I DON'T KNOW THE LYRICS TO THE SONG.)

36. How You Will Die:

Kick In The Teeth - The Electric Soft Parade (Ow D: My teeth!)

37. Your First Highschool Experience With The Principal He'll Say:

Dance Hall Drug - Boys Like Girls (Now I really can't ever imagine this happening. Unless it'll be a warning to NOT taking drugs? o_o)

38. What You Thought Of This Survey:
March Of The Dogs - Sum 41 (I'm so sorry to whoever thought of this.)

39. Why Your Gay:
Diary Of Jane - Breaking Benjamin (What's that supposed to mean?)

40. What John Shut The Door Will Say When You Find Him Sitting On Your Porch:
Death Of Seasons - DCFC

41. My Halloween song:
Hurt - Christina Aguilera (..... I'm hurt that no one wants to give me candy.)

42. I always play this song on Christmas morning:

The New Year - DCFC (Hold on, a few days to early to be ushering in the New Year, no?)

43. How is tomorrow going to be:

Grapevine Fires - DCFC (I wouldn't know >_>)

44. When You Meet Snoop Dogg He'll Say:

Drain You - Nirvana (HEY! %$&*)

45. Will Be Playing When You Get Your 21st Kiss:

Homeless - Leona Lewis (Why?! D: I don't want to be left on the shelf!)

46. What Rob Jones Will Say To You At His Game:

Me & U - Flo Rida (Cool. ;D)

47. Will Playing When You Find Out Your Adopted:
Suddenly Everything Has Changed - TPS (WELL IT IS A LIFE CHANGING FACT! LOL. SURPRISINGLY FITTING :D)

48. You Sing This When Your Confused:
Pieces Of Me - Ashley Simpson (Okay. ;D)

49. Your First Words As A TRL Host:

Homecoming Queen - Hinder (LOL WTF.)

50. The Best Thing About Me Is:

Nothing Better - TPS (Well I am flattered. LOL.)

51. What Your Reality Show Would Be Called:
Shoulda - Hinder (It's a nice name actually. :o)

52. Your Slogan That Will Sell Your Own Onion Rings:

Introduction - P!ATD (LOL. YES I SHALL INTRODUCE MY ONION RINGS!)

53. Will Be Playing When Harry Brown Rides By In His Shopping Cart:

Mad As Rabbits - P!ATD (Yeah. ;D)

54. Frank Aquavellva's Last Words:
Spring Nicht - Tokio Hotel (Do Not Jump. LOL WTF.)

55. Why I'm Confused Right Now:
Brand New Colony - TPS

56. What Some Random Homeless Person Will Say After He Calls Your Name:

Tyrant - OneRepublic (HEY THAT'S NOT NICE. GIMME BACK THE MONEY I GAVE YOU D<)

57. Your First Album Title:

Nach Dir Kommt Nichts - Tokio Hotel (To You Nothing Comes. Wow.)

58. What Your First Words Will Be When You Find Out Your Going To Be Real World:

Lost In The Plot - The Dears (I guess I'll be overwhelmed?)

59. What Your Mother Thinks Of You:

The First Time I Ever Saw Your Face - Leona Lewis (LOL WTF. DO I MAKE SUCH A GREAT FIRST IMPRESSION?)

60. First Thoughts Of Your Future Husband or Wife:
Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston (Wait a second, I'm going to have a future HUSBAND, RIGHT?)

61. Your First Words Were:

Don't Look Back In Anger - Oasis (LOL. NICE. IF I COULD SAY THAT, I MUST BE A GENIUS.)

62. You Play This When Your Happy:

Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade (Way to kill the atmosphere :x)

63. Last Song You Hear Before You Die:

The Way I Are - Timbaland (........)

64. Why I'm Doing This:

Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine - The Killers (So? =_=)

65. The Name Of Your First Broadway Play:

Inside Us All - Creed

66. The Funniest Phrase You Ever Heard:

Hearts Burst Into Fire - Bullet For My Valentine (Okayyy I must be a sadistic person. Plus spontaneous combustion is quite cool.)

67. What song is actually accompanying your life?:
Rette Mich - Tokio Hotel (Save Me. Hi I'm a damsel in distress. YARLY. LOL.)

68. The song playing in your head as you die will be:
I Will Follow You Into The Dark - DCFC (Kind of romantic, in a morbid way.)

69. If your true love wrote a song, it'd be called:

Everything Is Alright - Motion City Soundtrack (YES DARLING! :D WITH YOU EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT!)

70. If you had a band, you'd call it:

Mary Jane - TCF (Doubt so.)

71. And the first song you'd cover would be:

Stay Close, Don't Go - Secondhand Serenade (WHY?! O_O I DON'T EVEN PARTICULARLY LIKE THAT SONG.)

72. And it would be on an album called:

When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers

73. Your fight song is:

Aquarius - Within Temptation (Wow. I have such an elegant fight song.)

74. Your wedding song will be:
Elevator - Flo Rida ft. Timbaland (WTF LOL. I DON'T WANT TO BE STUCK ON HIS ELEVATOR.)

75. If you lost your memory, the first song you'd remember is:
Little Death - +44 (So I'm showing morbid tendencies.)

76. If your life were a drama, the opening song would be:
Do It Well - J Lo (Srsly, why?)

77. And the ending song would be:
Death Of An Interior Decorator - DCFC (Does this mean I'll be an interior decorator with three girls so sweet? O_O)

78. Somewhere your soul mate is listening to this song:
From A Mountain In The Middle Of The Cabins - P!ATD (Cute ;D My soulmate has a sense of humour.)

79. And to finish, a song you shouldn't neglect is:
Can You Hear Me - Enrique Inglesias (I never did :D)


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 12:38 AM


Stolen from Livvy. (No this isn't TV. =_=)
(Strange, some questions look really familiar.)

KICK IN THE TEETH- Music Quiz


-IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
There Is A Light That Never Goes Out - Anberlin (Yay I'm resilient.)

-WHAT WOULD DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Kids Of The Future - Jonas Brothers

-WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Baby Come On - +44

-HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Only Difference Between Matyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage - P!ATD (Cynical today, aren't we?)

-WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Stay Beautiful - The Last Goodnight (Wow. I have such a deep purpose in life. =_=)

-WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Goin' Crazy - Ashley Tisdale (My SUNshines drive me up the wall, I'm sure.)

-WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Miracle - Paramore (HAHA I'M FLATTERED.)

-WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
When Your Heart Stops Beating - +44 (NO I'M NOT THAT MORBID D: OMG D:)

-WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Against All Odds - TPS (.... Don't think so.)

-HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
Pull Shapes - The Pipettes (Dance with me pretty boy tonight!)

-WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Marching Bands Of Manhattan - DCFC (That's cool.)

-WHAT IS 2+2?
Me, You And My Medication - Boys Like Girls (NICE:D)

-WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
Flipside - TCF (LOL. O_O)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Apologize (ft. OneRepublic) - Timbaland (YOU SAW THAT! APOLOGIZE NAOOOOO!)

-WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
With Me - Sum 41 (Nice. ;D)

-WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Totalimmortal - AFI (I have no idea how.)

-WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED?
Breathless - Shayne Ward (Somehow I don't think that'll ever happen.)

-WHO IS YOUR HERO?
Don't Stop The Music - Rihanna (This is seriously EU deja vu.)

-WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
No Air - Jordin Sparks (That's right, I'm SHY, SEE THAT JW? HAHA.)

-WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
What If - Creed (Well that's not very nice D: We don't need any more What-Ifs)

-WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
The Carpal Tunnel Of Love - FOB (Trust me, I really don't want to analyse this.)

-WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Maybe - Secondhand Serenade (HEY! NOW ISN'T THE TIME FOR YOU TO BE THINKING OF ALL THE PAST POSSIBILITIES, DO FUN STUFF WITH ME NOWWW :D)

-WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Wonderwall - Oasis (No comment. =_=)

-WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Say I - Creed (Nonsense D:)

-WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Good Love - The Last Goodnight (LOL WTF.)

-WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
In Bloom - Nirvana (Yup ;D They're wonderful people.)

-WHAT IS YOUR THEME SONG?
My Humps - Black Eyed Peas (.... That's.. weird. =_=)

-WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST THIS?
Kick In The Teeth - The Electric Soft Parade (LOL.)


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 12:29 AM


Stolen from Watchtower Guardian.


Music Quiz (Perhaps the Greatest Useless Quiz of All Time)


Alright, grab your mp3 player and click it to Random/Shuffle. Go straight down the list and NO cheating. ^^ You'll get a kick out of it trust me.

How does the world see me?
Always - Blink 182 (This doesn't make sense =_=)

Will I have a happy life?
Dreaming Out Loud - OneRepublic (I take it that I won't? D:)

What do people really think of me?
Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie (ORLY?! WTF SO NOW I CAN'T CRY?! =_=)

Do people secretly lust after me?
7 Things - Miley Cyrus (... Okay so people hate and like 7 things about me? =_=)

How can I make myself happy?
Hand Of Blood - Bullet For My Valentine (I'm really not going to kill anyone, don't worry. T_T)

What should I do with my life?
Touch My Body - Mariah Carey (EW! I'M NOT GOING TO SELL MYSELF INTO PROSTITUTION =_=)

Will I ever have children?
Next To You - Jordin Sparks (Okay who was I standing next to? I demand child support, NAO.)

What is some good advice for me?
Faceless Man - Creed

What do I think my current theme song is?
Doll - Daphne (Thanks. I'll be left on the shelf? =_=)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Incomplete - The Last Goodnight (RAWR. D<)

What song will play at my funeral?
This Is The Sound - The Last Goodnight

What type of men/women do you like?
Hold On - The Jonas Brothers (I'm not going to answer the question ^w^)

What is my day going to be like?
This Time Imperfect - AFI

Why am I here?
On A Plain - Nirvana (No idea.)

What will people remember me for?
Crank That (Soulja Boy) - Soulja Boy Tell'em (Thanks?)

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Ice Queen - Within Temptation (Sure, I don't mind. :D)

Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Be Good To Me - Ashley Tisdale (I'm taking that as a yes? D: NOOOOOO.)

What will this year be all about?
The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls (Which means I'm running away from O's? =_=)


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 12:15 AM


Stolen from dropdeadxbrianna

JUST A LITTLE QUIZ n__n
bored, nothing better to do. but not to long to drive you crazy.
do it up.
some may sound sexual.
express them in any way you want.





1.Do you or have you ever owned a mood ring?
Yeah I have, unfortunately I keep losing them.

2.Do you lie to anyone about your sexuality?
Of course I don't, I'm not like a certain Marietta.

3.Have you ever did anything inapropiate with an apple pie?
No, I don't like apple pies. D: Especially the Macs ones.

4.Do you like fresh meat?
I eat meat Medium or Medium Well.

5.If you said you would kill yourself if something happend, and it happpened would you?
No, it's only a figure of speech, darling. Unless the problem was SERIOUSLY major, but still I wouldn't waste my life like that.

6.What do you think about stem cell research?
Don't really care about it? :/ I'm more pissed off and fired up about the Hayden Collider thingy, or whatever it is. Why need a re-enactment of the Big Bang?!

7.Have you ever slept in a bed with more then 1 other person in it?
Yeah, with my parents when I was a kid?

8.Whats Your Take on Closets?
They're lovely and all. (:

9.Do you pee in the shower?
Yes. >_>

10.Would you rather get kidnapped, or accidently lock yourself in a closet for a few days?
Kidnapped? It makes a better story. :x

11.Do you think fish actually smells like a certain body part?
How would I know?! And my guess is no. =_=

12.Do you think the government is up to anything?
Which government? SG - Yes. US - No, definitely NO.

13. If for one day you could wake up and be 50 years older, what would you do?
I would go pretend to be a young girl online and turn into some sexual predator. EW NO I'M SRSLY JUST KIDDING. I'll go er, play any games that catch my eye.

14.Ever touch Poop with your hands?
No, unless I have at least a layer of newspaper and it's HL's poop. =_=

15.Interested in ever having a three[or more]some?
No. Three's a crowd.

16.Afraid of people who come on to strong?
Yes. =_= Ask LOVE, she shares the same sentiments.

17.Do you panic when strangers point at your crotch?
"OMG IS MY FLY DOWN?!"

18.Do you hate it when people listen to you pee? >.<
Why would they? D: Some therapeutic effect?!

19.If you where horny and someone gorgeous & willing just showed up , would you do anything with them?
Depends on my sanity at that point of time.

20.Did these questions make you feel uncomfortible at all?
Yes. =_=


I hope this song will guide you home.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Perfectly Aligned @ 11:32 PM


Stolen off Cupkayke ;D

It's a Shuffle quiz, so you know what to do. ^~^

[1] Okay. So. Hi. What's your name?
Black Diamond - Nana Mizuki
[2] That's nice. This song describes your life.
The Kill - 30 Seconds to Mars (WTF)
[3] This is your ideal happy dance song.
Folkin' Around - P!ATD (NICE LOL:D)
[4] You secretly sing this in the shower
Grapevine Fires - DCFC (If I could sing this, I'd be damned happy.)
[5] This song sucks.
Inseperable - Jonas Brothers (HAHA xD)
[6] (I stole this question from another quiz) This song will kill George Bush.
Love Me For Me - Ashley Tisdale (OMG TOTALLY MAN.)
[7] And all the girls said...
Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne (Totally suits it, I didn't rig the quiz okay =_=)
[8] This will be your wedding march.
Make You Smile - +44 (Awesome ;D)
[9] How often do you shower?
Pull Shapes - The Pipettes
[10] The angels will sing this when you die.
The New Year - DCFC (Wow, I feel SO appreciated.)
[11] This'll be played at your funeral.
Just Like Me - Strobe (...)
[12] My friend's theme song is...
J-Tusk - Daphne (Full of admiration and gratitude? o_o)
[13] This describes how I feel about soap.
Stop And Stare - OneRepublic (Does this make sense? =_=)
[14] You will drunkenly break into this number.
The (After)Life Of The Party - FOB (HAHA:D)
[15] Your first thoughts when you wake up?
Nine In The Afternoon - P!ATD (Doesn't make sense either.)
[16] This song should so totally be on guitar hero.
This Is How I Disappear - MCR
[17] Your mom sings this.
Death Of An Interior Decorator - DCFC (Doubt so.. She doesn't even know DCFC =_=)
[18] Hm. Your great aunt's theme song is...
Don't You Know Who I Think I Am? - FOB (PWNT!)
[19] Your principal hums this when he/she patrols the halls.
You're Crashing But You're No Wave - FOB (WHOA I CAN'T IMAGINE HER HUMMING THIS.)
[20] The characters of Sesame street should sing this.
The End. - MCR (LOL INFLUENCE THE LITTLE KIDDIES! >D)
[21] This should be on DDR.
Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana
[22] You dance around to this in your underwear.
Cast No Shadow - Oasis (LOL:D I cast no shadow while dancing?)
[23] You've been caught singing this into a hairbrush.
Whatever It Takes - Leona Lewis (To get the tangles out of my hair.)
[24] Your best friend can't stand this song.
Always - Blink 182 (Actually I don't think she can stand any other song other than Christian ones :x)
[25] Your parents will tell you that...
The Piano Knows Something That I Don't Know - P!ATD (LOL, PARANOID MUCH?)
[26] This will be in your will somewhere.
So It Goes - TCF (NICE:D)
[27] These will be your last words.
The District Sleeps Alone Tonight - TPS (Okayyyyy. Do I care about any district?!)
[28] God kills a kitten every time this song is played.
Headstrong - Ashley Tisdale (Ms Tisdale is such a bad influence D:)
[29] What is the meaning of life?
Prodigal - OneRepublic (...)
[30] You strip to this song.
Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks - P!ATD (Thanks much?)
[31] Your boyfriend/girlfriend hates this song.
I Will Possess Your Heart - DCFC (OH NOW THAT'S SAD. SO MY FUTURE BF WON'T BE A ROMANTIC?!)
[32] This song makes you horny.
Touch My Body - Mariah Carey (Scary how this is so surprisingly accurate =_=)
[33] This would make good elevator music.
Take A Bow - Rihanna (LOL. D: Everyone would be singing to it?)
[34] Headbanging to this is potentially life-threatening.
I Constantly Thank God For Esteban - P!ATD (Yes, our skulls would crack with the beat.)
[35] Elvis should have made this a hit.
Open Your Eyes - Alterbridge (WOULD HE EVEN SING THIS?!)
[36] They should make a musical using this song.
American Royalty - TCF (I WOULD LIKE TO SEE IT:D)
[37] Don't lie. You scream this at small children.
Girl Crazy - LMNT (LOL OKAY I WILL TRY!)
[38] What's 2 + 2?
This Is My Now - Jordin Sparks (That I am destined to fail Math? D:)
[39] Sadly, this song is your guilty pleasure.
She Had The World - P!ATD (Thanks.)
[40] This describes the majority of songs on your playlist.
Gypsy Girl - Everyday Sunday (.. My songs are gypsy girls?)
[41] This song is worthy of a nerdy dance.
Dreaming Out Loud - OneRepublic (NOOOOOOO.)
[42] Old people dance to this.
Still Waiting - Sum 41 (WTF I MUST SEE THIS. SRSLY.)
[43] There is a crappy AMV to this somewhere.
Chasing Pavements - Adele (Wow yes, of course. Some who'd just take it too literally?)
[44] Bush will sing this in his next speech.
Stronger - Kanye West (WOW LOL. I WILL TOTALLY LISTEN TO HIS SPEECH!)
[45] The only reason you like this song is because the singer is hot.
Mr Brightside - The Killers (I admit Brandon Flowers is super hot, bbbut, the song is nice too. D:)
[46] It's very hard to disco-dance to this song.
Love Like Winter - AFI (How would you disco-dance to this?!)
[47] Stop! It's __________ time!
Yesterday - Leona Lewis (WTF LOL. TIME TRAVEL!)
[48] This should be a catchphrase for a product.
Dear Father - Sum 41 (Good idea. Target the head of the families first. LOL.)
[49] This describes your current love life.
Different Names For The Same Thing - DCFC (What does that mean?)
[50] You'd say this to the police.
I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry (LOL, BLATANT CONFESSION?!)
[51] This should have been a Disney Classic.
Shake It - Metro Station (OF COURSE! SHAKER SHOULD'VE BEEN THE STAR TOO.)
[52] This is the worst love song ever.
Shut Up And Drive - Rihanna (I agree.)
[53] This song describes your grandparents.
Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson (Can't imagine.)
[54] Instant classic = ...
For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic - Paramore (Nice. Hayley pwns!)
[55] This'll be played at your next birthday bash.
About You Now - Sugababes (Wow?)
[56] A whole episode of American Idol will be dedicated to this song.
Games - Jonas Brothers (Sure. The whole setup is a game isn't it?)
[57] Sanjaya should have sung this.
Take A Bow - Leona Lewis (Okayyyy...)
[58] This song is only worthy of a cereal jingle.
7 Things - Miley Cyrus (As much as many people would like to agree to this, I don't. She's pretty good actually.)
[59] Karaoke nights are not complete without this song.
Just For The Record - Jordin Sparks
[60] You're feeling _______ right now.
When It Rains - Paramore (I take it I'm down?)
[61] This is the best idea ever.
Girl's Not Grey - AFI (.....)
[62] This is totally the best thing to say to a rapist.
Addicted To Me - TCF (WTF. EW.)
[63] What is your occupation?
A Lack Of Color - DCFC (.................... How is that supposed to be an occupation?)
[64] This song is worthy of an action sequence in a movie!
Morning Glory - Oasis (Sure. ;D)
[65] What is your theme song?
Pas De Cheval - P!ATD (LOL.)
[66] Some nerd will get famous on the internet lip-syncing to this.
Metalingus - AlterBridge (Would nerds listen to this?!)
[67] They should dance to this on Dancing with the Stars.
Hum Hallelujah - FOB (DEFINITELY.)
[68] This gets stuck in your head daily.
Brothers On A Hotel Bed - DCFC (YES:D)
[69] The devil will sing this when you die.
Ride It - Jay Sean (I don't want to know..)
[70] My ________ brings all the boys/girls to the yard.
Pity And Fear - DCFC (Wow?)
[71] This should be banned from the airwaves.
Hollywood - Jonas Brothers (LOL. WHAT WOULD WE DO WITHOUT IT?!)
[72] Your child will be named this.
Passenger Seat - DCFC (COOL NAME, BUT IT'S TOO CRUEL TO NAME A CHILD THAT!)
[73] This song describes your generation.
Count Your Last Blessings - Sum 41 (Yes.)
[74] This totally should have been in Cats.
The Sharpest Lives - MCR (It might've killed the whole play?)
[75] There is a cheesy shampoo commercial to this song.
Lithium - Nirvana
[76] You can hear your neighbors blaring this at night.
Polly - Nirvana (Do I hear my neighbors listening to this?! They only listen to Pop songs and oldies D:)
[77] This describes your feelings towards your second-grade teacher.
Likeshine - Likeshine (Weird. >_>)
[78] You'd die if Barney got a hold of this song.
Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston (HOMYGOD, EVERYONE WOULD DIE.)
[79] Seriously. You'd scream this randomly in the middle of a busy sidewalk.
Hero/Heroine - Boys Like Girls (Wanna try?)
[80] A song worthy of an orgasm.
Better Than Sex - One Point Star (Okay.)
[81] Your feelings towards this quiz?
Love So Sweet - ARASHI (.................. I really don't think that fits.)
[82] This is your ringtone.
Violet Hill - Coldplay (Awesome ;D)
[83] This song will kill your hamster.
Poison Kiss - The Last Goodnight (ORLY?)
[84] Someone will do a bad parody of this song.
Push Me Away - The Last Goodnight
[85] This so totally should have been a line in a Shakespeare play.
Are You Ready? - Creed (.......... What? Make Romeo say it to Juliet?!)
[86] Jesus sang this regularly.
Won't Stop - OneRepublic
[87] Penguins tap-dance to this.
I Write Sins Not Tragedies - P!ATD (Nice. I want to see the performance.)
[88] What is your life's goal?
Dance Hall Drug - Boys Like Girls
[89] I ran out of questions. Insert your own and Answer it. (I like _____________'s chocolate.)
The Carpal Tunnel Of Love - FOB (EW. THAT'S GROSS I DON'T WANT THE CHOCOLATE ANYMORE!)
[90] You're done! Your thoughts on that?
Misery Business - Paramore (Nice.)


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 8:27 PM


"Men are like laxatives, they irritate the shit out of you."
SO TRUE, HAHA. ;D


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 5:41 PM


Sometimes I really prefer to be left alone. :/
I hate the way you people do that, it's disgusting.
To shrink away from the touch and trying to forget it, that's just instant reflex.
I HATE IT WHEN IT HAPPENS.
Don't know why some people just can't understand when others want to be left in solitude.




Wonderful! Someone actually bought the Horns of Kudu from EC :D
I WASN'T EXPECTING IT TO BE SUCH A FAST SALE, OR EVEN TO BE SOLD!
Faunzy's Flute was definitely a worthy investment if I can get more of these ;D
Plus I love the daily games so it's all good, even if the lack of poses may cause a problem.
Also, this week's EI's are turning out beautifully.
I sorely regret passing up Dander. D;
But the IBs are just gorgeous.
The Kitsune effect is really pretty ;D

I ABSOLUTELY MUST GET THE NEW EI.
HOLY $#17! :D
Well it's too ex cause it's new at present, but I shall buy it when the price drops! YAY:D


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 12:52 PM


YT was the one who got me addicted to this. >_>
Her voice is really wonderful.




(Though my taste still lies in other kinds of music, this is really a song worth listening to.)


I hope this song will guide you home.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Perfectly Aligned @ 9:23 PM


Stolen from Manman.


1. Bold what's true.
2. Leave plain what's false.
3. Add one of your own at the end.

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses. / when I'm using my computer-reading-watching tv etc.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've done something illegal.
009. I've watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I like my handwriting.
013. I have acne-free skin. (I wish.)
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been to another country.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I'm really, really smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning.
030. I have semi-long hair. (Long, really.)
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas. (Ha like I could even enter the damn casinos =_=)
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
036. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (YES, Caller ID is my bff.)
037. I like the way that I look.
038. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months. (I'm so sorry >_>)
039. I know how to do cornrows.
040. I am usually pessimistic.
041. I have mood swings. (PMS, you know?)
042. I think prostitution should be legalized. (Let people do whatever they want with their own bodies.)
043. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
044. I have cheated on a significant other.
045. I have a hidden talent.
046. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
047. I've been sexually intimate with fewer than ten people. (I'm not even old enough to have sex legally. And really, this isn't the illegal thing that I've done.)
048. I am currently single.
049. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
050. I enjoy talking on the phone. (This is subjective, it really depends on who I'm talking to.)
051. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
052. I love to shop.
053. I would rather shop than eat. (Depends.)
054. I would classify myself as ghetto.
055. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
056. I'm obsessed with my LJ, blog, etc.
057. I don't hate anyone. (Who's the saint who believes this?)
058. I'm a pretty good dancer.
059. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington. (Get real.)
060. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (Sometimes. :x I'm sorry. D:)
061. I have a cell phone.
062. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
063. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
064. I have never been in a real relationship before.
065. I've rejected someone before. (Childhood counted, yes?)
066. I currently have a crush on someone. (Jun >_>)
067. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
068. I want to have children in the future. (No idea. I could live with my cows, I don't really mind.)
069. I have changed a diaper before. (Do I look like I have experiences with babies before?)
070. I've had the cops called on me before. (I am a good girl. ^~^)
071. I bite my nails.
072. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
073. I'm not allergic to anything deadly. (Veggies are deadly and I'm allergic to them!)
074. I have a lot to learn. Everyone has.
075. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger. (As debated over with Mari, some may be considered pedophiles.)
076. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
077. I am very shy around the opposite sex. (Hmm really? Well I just think most guys are dumb =_= I'm not taking that back unless someone proves me wrong.)
078. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
079. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
080. I have been rejected by someone. (Nooo Jun D: Why're you engaged!)
081. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past. (Ew that's sick.)
082. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie.
083. I have avoided work to play on LJ/blog.
084. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
085. I enjoy country music.
086. I love my best friends.
087. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (C241 has fallen back in recent times >_>)
088. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
089. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
090. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (Too much like Yang Kaiqi from Love Is All Around? Disgusting, but it's her body anyway. :/ GG Mr Ma.)
091. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
092. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
093. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (If only we celebrated it D:)
094. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
095. I have dated a close friend's ex.
096. I'm happy as of this moment. (DCFC makes me happy ^~^)
097. I have gone scuba diving.
098. I've had a crush on somebody I have never met. (JUN!)
099. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
100. I play a musical instrument. (Play-ED would be more appropriate.)
101. I strongly dislike math. (No way! I love math. :D)
102. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
103. I own and use a library card. (Stopped using it years ago.)
104. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
105. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
106. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
107. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C."
108. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
109. I am an entirely different person around different people.
110. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
111. I think Ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world.
112. I am suffering of a broken heart. (Well, yes. Don't think too far, please. =_=)
113. I am a nerd. (O RLY? I need your opinions on this LOL.)
114. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely. (No, with the right people, I never feel lonely. SLAPHAPPIES!<3)
115. I am left handed and proud of it. (Right-handedness is teh love.)
116. I try not to change who I am for someone. (Depends, yeah? If it's the right someone then I'll consider changing.)
117. My heart resides below my feet.
118. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
119. I enjoy smoothies. (Brain freezes are wonderful, no?)
120. I have had major surgery. (If I did, I don't remember.)
121. I have adopted a pet from the SPCA.
122. I am listening to Radiohead right now. (TPS anytime.)
123. Some people call me by a nickname. (Well of course, and I have loads of weird ones too.)
124. I once stole a music stand.
125. I like pumpkin pie.
126. I love NASCAR!
127. I own over 200 CDs.
128. I work 7 days a week. (Doesn't everyone? :o We work to live!)
129. I have mono.
130. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
131. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
132. I'm still in my PJs.
133. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places.
134. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong men/women, or have them fall for me, so I can't help but reciprocate. (No, but I have the tendency to attract weird acquaintances.)
135. I'll try anything three times.
136. I've done drugs other than alcohol or cigarettes. (Ew. This is worse than prostitution, you don't even make money out of it.)
137. I'm having trouble sleeping. (Sometimes, but now I have a lucky charm.)
138. I am a cuddler. (-Learning to be like Hunny-sempai-)
139. I like John Waters films.
140. I have made a pornographic videotape.
141. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin.
142. One of my boobs is bigger than the other though not noticed by others.
143. I know all the words to the "Firefly" theme song.
144. I am abnormally obsessed with all things Buffy/Angel.
145. I love comfort food.
146. I'm a right-winged conservative Christian, and proud of it.
147. I'm Catholic.
148. I can walk a mile without feeling like I'm going to die over.
149. I am a college student. (Eh I am confused.)
150. I like to cook. (I prefer takeaway.)
151. I hate vacuuming with a passion.
152. I'm addicted to photography and picture frames.
153. I have performed in the Rocky Horror Picture show.
154. I generally get along with my parents.
155. I like Shakespeare.
156. I like to sing.
157. I'll take the Pepsi Challenge any day, and STILL pick Coke!
158. I have things that I want to say to people, but I won't/can't because I don't want to hurt/be hurt by them. (Well, doesn't everyone? :/)
159. I'm not "mainstream" when it comes to religion.
160. I've counted down the days until the summer. (By that I mean holidays.)
161. I've fulfilled someone's dare at a party or gathering.
162. I challenge people to duels, and when I do, I mean it.
163. I was pigeon-toed at one point in my life.
164. I love Digimon and wear goggles to school.
165. I have been to an anime convention. (I want to.)
166. I constantly have my head in the clouds daydreaming.
167. I am addicted to roleplaying. (Was going to try Gaia roleplay, but didn't happen cause of the shop.)
168. I was in labor for 30 hours with no pain medication.
169. I own more than three items of vinyl clothing.
170. I read hardcore Christian Bible Tracts because I think they're funny.
171. I hate to drive.
172. I'm unemployed but would rather sit on my butt and play video games than look for a job. (HAHA YAY.)
173. I come from a southern, highly religious family and have chosen to keep a major part of my life secret from my family for now.
174. I have a serious taste for older men/women.
175. I had a happy childhood.
176. I have an unhealthy obsession with certain child actors.
177. I am an only child.
178. I have more than five different lotions on my desk right now.
179. I have a more active online social life than IRL. (Sad huh?)
180. Sometimes, I actually like my job.
181. I love animals, and have had at least one pet.
182. I love writing letters. (Used to.)
183. I haven't had sex with a lot of people, but I've had a really wide range of sexual experiences with those few.
184. I don't bleed, I percolate.
185. I sleep the entire day but am awake all night long.
186. My two children were born in the same month.
187. I like the taste of blood. (...)
188. I do not know how to swim.
189. I know how to shoot a gun! (I totally adore my Marksman badge. .22 revolvers are beautiful.)
190. I am currently pregnant with my first baby!
191. I flew to another state when I was underage without asking/telling my parents.
192. I've experienced natural childbirth.
193. I am a HUGE "Sex and the City" fan.
194. I am currently experiencing physical pain. (Cramps? =_=)
195. I've lost time at work this week because my car was encased in an ice flow.
196. I'm looking for a new job that I actually like.
197. I am OCD about at least one thing.
198. I have a child named after a fictional or mythological character.
199. I have a pet named after a fictional or mythological character.
200. I have been paid money for my art. (Gaia gold only though.)
201. I never ever tan. (I can't. I go totally red.)
202. I have overcome at least one long-standing fear. (Public speaking? For a short while :x)
203. I have tattoos. (Oh yes, important people in my life are tattooed on my heart.)
204. I need to take a shower.
205. I like to eat cool whip right out of the freezer.
206. I have a test in school tomorrow. (NOT UNTIL MONDAY!)
207. I am currently having an online conversation with a friend.
208. I'd love to live somewhere year-round that receives little or no snow. (I'd like someplace that DOES snow.)
209. Reading books is one of the greatest joys in my life.
210. I am a huge sports fan.
211. I have or have had a mohawk.
212. In general, I spend money on music and books before clothing and food.
213. I am in or am joining a Greek organization.
214. I have written fiction of over 42,000 words in length. (I'd like to try plz, srsly.)
215. I have been on three or more continents.
216. I have a pretty good tolerance for pain.
217. My horoscope sign falls on a cusp.
218. I came here to make you dance tonight...I don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you.
219. I love listing things. (Left-brained-ness, essential for engineers. ^~^)
220. I'm currently having a strawberry milkshake. (I.hate.strawberry.)
221. I had an awesome last weekend and I wish it weren't already over.
222. I wish school wasn't over yet. (EW PLZ, MAKE SCHOOL STOP!)
223. I'm writing a daily diary of some kind. (This blog, kthx.)
224. My biggest fear is to disappoint the people I care about.
225. I cannot envision my future.
(It's too idealistic, I guess.)


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 9:02 PM


Yay Manman finally sent me the meme.
This is in fact, the most interesting meme I've come across.
If you want to try it out, leave a tag~ :3




1. Idk, Mari?
2. Candice.
3. Inoue Mao TV!
4. Marsie-poot.
5. Bakar.
6. KAVIN.
7. Ling! xD
8. Candice.
9. (You wouldn't want to know.)
10. Monkey. (The way she's always fretting. ;x)
11. Kyou-chan.
12. (Absolutely cannot voice out any opinion. :/)
13. Nessa!
14. Mari! HAHA. I MEAN IT, CALAMARI.
15. Matsumoto Jun SIHUI. >D
16. YT.
17. Dhanu/Sowji.
18. Nahe.
19. Erm, me? JK. ;x Depu~
20. Venus.
21. Myself/Chantik.
22. Myself/Chantik.
23. NO ONE, HAHAHA. Or Michelle?
24. Stone. (On the outside, so seemingly... -insert word here-. Wouldn't want to see any more sides of this pro chicken dancer.)
25. Hmm, Lina?
26. (Oh you definitely wouldn't want to know this. But I'm sure some people already know. HAHA.)
27. My parents~
28. Monkey.
29. JWJD. <3
30. Nothing much. ;x I'd prefer to personally address each one.


I hope this song will guide you home.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Perfectly Aligned @ 9:17 PM


I want to apply to become an SH editor.

But I know I don't have enough time now.
Damn. SH I'm sorry you have to wait till Nov. ;x
I promise I will become a good editor for you people~ [:


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 1:08 PM


So they take a break at 12, and then they continue with the infernal racket at 1.08.

Well shit, if this is going to carry on for 1 and a half months, I might as well get used to studying at the library with Charlotte and TV.


WHO THE HELL CAN CONCENTRATE WITH THIS NOISE?!


I hope this song will guide you home.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Perfectly Aligned @ 9:18 PM


One last post for today,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY:D


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 5:28 PM


Nice.
I finally get a reply.
Thanks for finally showing that you actually care to reply, after 48 hours.


I don't really mind the current situation now, but I guess I brought it upon myself?
Going overboard with it, no wonder.
But with things like this now, I really can't tell you what happened today, or things might go even screwier if they go out of control.
Geez. I'll wait till some other time then.
Till then you need to learn to control yourself. :/


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 3:01 PM


How mean.

What am I supposed to do now?
I can't tell either of them, cause namely, I don't want to hurt them.

Well right now some genius isn't talking to me so how the hell can I even get the message across!
How cruel, not to even reply when someone shows you some concern.


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 12:29 PM


This essay was redone on Niki's one. ;x
So it's not really my work, but hers.

The method of death might not be very realistic, but it's.. er, something that you'd think of on the spur-of-the-moment, which would probably fit Caleb's frame of mind when he said it.




Love


My life would end in less than twenty-four hours.

I looked over at the sleeping form next to me, my heart immediately swelling with pride and love. As I ran my fingers through his hair, he stirred slightly in his sleep, before falling back into the comforting grasp of slumber and still blissfully unaware of the pain that would return once he opened his beautiful brown eyes in the morning. It was another one of those nights again, where sleep simply evaded me, leaving me to ponder the unfairness of life. I would spend the whole time staring at Caleb, fighting to memorise every glorious inch of him, starting from his scarred yet breathtakingly beautiful face. The scars did not diminish the wondrous beauty of his face, but instead worked to accent it, giving him the air of a hero who had returned victorious from a battle. However, it was not only his face that led me to take such a huge liking to him that we ended up married, but also his amazing spirit and eagerness to live each moment to its best, despite knowing his end was drawing near. Even though its beats were numbered, his heart was filled with a sincere and deep love for all he knew.

I fought to smile through my tears, still gently stroking his face. From that fateful day four years ago when he had been diagnosed with leukemia, Caleb had shown a remarkable amount of courage that seemed to be enough to sustain both of us. Seeing him being put through so much pain made my heart break, but I managed to put on a brave front for Caleb, even though I knew he could see right through this facade.

Without warning, my face burned, and tears threatened to overflow. I saw myself sitting on the comfortable Victorian loveseat in the living room with Caleb. It had been after a particularly horrible session of chemotherapy, and our hands were clasped tight, as if to reassure each other of a better tomorrow, or in this case, simply of a tomorrow. We reminisced in silence, fully comprehending. We were two love-struck teenagers, fresh out of college. The joyride of getting to where we were now was exhausting and exhilarating. Nonetheless, I had loved every minute of it. “If only this hadn’t happened, we could’ve bought that house overlooking the park. And that would be where our children would play. We could have…” it was a slight blunder, and I immediately cursed myself for speaking those words. Neither of us needed to think of what could have been, because being bitter was not going to benefit us. What we required was to give each other all the love we could have in a lifetime. Caleb looked at me, his eyes large and guilty. Eyes that bore directly into my soul, cutting me apart with the silent, yet deafening screams, “I’m sorry I put you through all of this!”

My chest constricted at the sight and I lifted my free hand to his face, forcing him to meet my eyes. Suddenly, I could not seem to find the right words to say and immediately dropped my hand. I was dimly aware that our hands remained fiercely entwined as we sat in companionable silence. Then, Caleb’s body stiffened. Dread rushed over me, threatening to swallow me whole when I looked into his eyes. They no longer mirrored vulnerability and resignation, but instead sparkled with resolution. “I’ve made a decision,” his voice was unwavering. A questioning look washed over my face, uncertain what this decision would mean for me.

“I want you to kill me.”

At that, it felt as if all the air in the room had been sucked out. I was suffocating, being thrown around in a tumult of emotions, momentarily incapable of speech. “What?” a hoarse whisper was all I could summon.

“The doctors already said that I’ve only got a few weeks left anyway. I want to die peacefully, not in a meaningless hospital room. Would you…” Caleb begged. His voice betrayed no emotion, but his eyes gave him away. He really wanted this. So how could I deny him his last wish?

At the same time, I could not believe he wanted to make the few days we had left together even lesser. I stood up and headed out of the door for a walk to clear my mind. Caleb shot me a sad look as I left, beseeching me to support his decision. This sent my heart into throes of pain. Caleb was suffering, and it was understood that he desperately wanted this to be over already. It made sense, really, but did that make it correct for a woman to kill her own husband out of love? I fervently wished that this had not happened to us, to me. Yet I knew, all my wishes had stopped coming true the day Caleb was diagnosed. It was as if I had overused my wishes, and this was all retribution for my selfish behaviour. That was exactly what was stopping me as well - selfish reasoning. It simply boiled down to the fact that I was willing to let Caleb suffer for a few more days, just so I could be with him and watch his eyes twinkle when he laughed.

But was there anything to laugh about, when his condition was so critical?

It made me want to scream in frustration, but what escaped came in the form of huge, wheezing sobs, leaving my shoulders shuddering each time. Suddenly, my knees could not support my own body weight and I collapsed on the pavement, letting the pain finally take its toll.

After a few hours, warmth came to rest on my shoulder. When I looked up, I saw the man I loved, tears running down his own face. He sat down beside me and slung a comforting arm around me. It seemed that our world had stabilized once again, Caleb being my pillar, my source of courage and hope, like he had always been. Life without him was unimaginable. I had known this would happen, sooner or later. Having it pushed forward just frustrated me and made me miserable. Was there no justice in this world? We sat on the curb for hours till morning came, reminiscing the past with grins on our faces, but pain in our hearts.

We decided to do it the next week. Caleb wanted me to smother him with a pillow, not relenting even if he struggled. Upon having the options of pills or injections offered to him, Caleb could only reply weakly, “I doubt I have the courage to…” without meeting my eyes. I wondered what made him think that I did. The week that we spent together was definitely fulfilling. We did many things that we had only dreamed of. Yet the most perfect thing was that neither of us mentioned anything about Caleb’s illness, even when it slowed him down.

Still, all good things had to come to an end. As dawn broke, I could not help feeling that I was drowning in a pool of despair. We spent the day skirting around the topic, but alas night came too soon. And with it, night had brought the inevitable.

“We don’t have to do this today, we could wait for another day or two,” I pleaded, hoping that Caleb would, by some miracle, agree to postpone it. Still, in my mind, I already knew his answer.

“Don’t back out, please. I really need this!”

Meeting my eyes with his own, I felt his desperation and fear. This had become my fuel. This was what would drive me to kill this glorious being in front of me. We both stared at the pillow lying innocently on the bed. At that moment, I knew, without a doubt, that what was coming was for the best, even as my mind and heart rejected that mentality incessantly.

One last kiss and my new life would begin, bringing with it peace to the one I loved


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 9:46 AM


"I'm here for you," she said
and we can stay for awhile,
my boyfriend's gone
we can just pretend.
Lips that need no introduction
Now who's the greater sin
Your drab eyes seem to invite
(tell me darling) Where do we begin.

Was this over before...
before it ever began?
Your kiss, your calls, your clutch
Like the devil's got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips, your lies, your lust
Like the devil's in your hands

Everyone in this town
is seeing somebody else
Everybody's tired of someone
our eyes wander for help
Prayers that need no answer now
I'm tired of who I am
You were my greatest mistake
I fell in love with your sin
Your littlest sin

Was this over before...
before it ever began?
Your kiss, your calls, your clutch
Like the devil's got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips, your lies, your lust
Like the devil's in your hands

Failure is your disease
You want my outline drawn
You were my greatest failure
Discourse your saving song

Was this over before...
before it ever began?
Your kiss, your calls, your clutch
Like the devil's got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips, your lies, your lust
Like the devil's in your hands

Was this over before...
before it ever began?
Your kiss, your calls, your clutch
Like the devil's got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips, your lies, your lust
Like the devil's in your hands


I hope this song will guide you home.


Perfectly Aligned @ 9:17 AM


Time of Damnation: 9.15.

Thanks for single-handedly ruining my day with your drilling and renovation works.


I hope this song will guide you home.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Perfectly Aligned @ 1:23 PM


Dear Management,

I am quite sure that you must have approved of this renovation before it could occur, no? Is that not the power of being in the Management Committee, where power crazy people get to enjoy being in a position of command, and try so fervently not to screw up with such futile efforts?

Was this renovation really approved, honorable Management? If so, why is there an absence of notice at the lobby? Why is there no sign that notifies how long this wonderful renovation will take? Is it because you incredibly busy and hardworking employees forgot?

Oh my, if that's the case, then I suppose I can rest assured that every single resident is in capable hands, no?

Hardworking and honorable Management, do you think so?

Why yes! Of course that must be your answer, because you all slog all day, and aren't paid, all for the good of the people.

Well shit, why don't you go get a proper job instead of hogging that position of so-called 'power'?

The festivals that you have planned for the residents. Yes, such a menial task, and you see this kind of comment about it, surely you feel unfairly treated.

Let me ask you, how many people attend the festivals? How sincere is the Honorable Management in planning it? Do you believe that everything will be a success while you cut costs and compromise?

Get real.

Who needs your god damn 'free-flow of ice cream', because every single kid here knows that it's only 'while stocks last' - and honestly, are your stocks so impressive?

Honorable Management, you should be honored that people grace your event. An overdue wake up call to you is that you should place yourself in our shoes. Sure, you say you're residents too, and 'hao xin mei hao bao'? Come on now, so what if some people show their other side, how horrible and despicable we are. Cunts, aren't we?

If you actually agreed to that, I have no doubt that you are not fit to be part of the Management Committee. And I never self-proclaimed that I was fit to be part of it, so it's not my business to run it. Yet who were the ones who actually wanted to be in the Management Committee? To run the estate and help the people, right.

I applaud your self-sacrificial spirit, but there are pre-requisites before that'll happen: like the single most possible task of erasing the impression that you are all slacking off.

This is your job, being the Management Committee here. You live in your workplace, isn't that so fabulous! The Honorable Management! So dedicated to their jobs!

GIVE ME A BREAK.

I've had enough of that. I've had enough of trying to keep it to myself, I'm just a damned resident, living here, what's more, I'm not even of the working class, just a student.

The working class people are the most important aren't they? Because they mirror you all so much, and yet so different in terms of work ethics.

Spare a thought for the students. I don't mean the little kids, I mean the older ones. Around secondary school students, JC students?

Or is the age gap too far apart, such that you are only able to understand those who are from the same walk of life as you, and placate the extremely distant 'toddler, baby' age?

A suggestion to the earlier discussed issue on 'festival celebrations'. If you actually provided proper entertainment and fun for the above-specified age group, there is no doubt that you'd draw them too.

But of course it's just a waste of money isn't it! Only the little kids would enjoy stage games!

Yes of course the Honorable Management is always right.

And so I'm sure you're right about the renovation taking place in one of the blocks right now, the one that's giving Yours Truly a splitting headache and a crabby attitude, the one that's so goddamned annoying and irritating, the one that's going to drive me up the wall because it just wasted a day that I came back early.

Yes it's all about me.

But even if this situation can place one resident in such agony, you still condone it, right?

Of course, I have nothing to say to that, the majority is the one with power.

Honorable Management, have you thought about the fact that some Secondary 4 students are having their Prelim examinations? Have you thought about the fact that some Primary 6 students, who return home from school around early afternoon, would be fretting around now and trying to absorb a lot of knowledge from their textbooks after school? Have you thought about the people who are just trying to get some decent sleep?

WELL GOD DAMN, ARE YOU EVEN THINKING?

YOU KNOW WHAT'S UP WITH THIS CRABBY ATTITUDE? THE RENOVATION.

I CAN'T FOCUS ON READING. I CAN'T LISTEN TO MUSIC. I CAN'T SLEEP. I CAN'T PLAY EVEN IF I TRIED TO.

WHY DON'T YOU TRY DOING THIS ON WEEKENDS? THAT WAY SO MANY MORE PEOPLE CAN FEEL THE EFFECTS.

WHY DON'T YOU TRY STAYING HERE, AND TRY TO DO YOUR WORK, IF THE MANAGEMENT EVEN HAS ANY.

WHY DON'T YOU TRY IT?!



AHHH, CAN'T THEY SHUT UP WITH THE DAMN DRILL ALREADY.

WHY DON'T THEY ACTUALLY DO THE RENOVATION WITH THE OWNER AROUND?

THE LEAST THE OWNER CAN DO IS GIVE SOME KIND OF WARNING, OR BETTER YET SOME KIND OF 'APOLOGY GIFT'.

ZZZ BUT PEOPLE ONLY CARE ABOUT THEMSELVES, JUST LIKE I PROVED EARLIER.

WHAT THE HELL.


I hope this song will guide you home.