To those people who know what was supposed to happen on 20/6/08 which of course, never occurred:

I wonder if you all still remember. I haven't forgotten it yet, and I'm seriously wondering what happened that day. Well, I shouldn't have, but I checked. S-san was actually around. Well not at the same time as me, but S-san was really around. The messages were read and the avatar was different.
I'm telling you this because I won't be able to do this by myself.
I hope that if you people actually go, and you see S-san, please say, "Mel was waiting. And she still is."

Now I'm only praying on someone to see S-san. And if by some miracle of some merciful celestial being you do see S-san, also convince S-san to make an MSN account and ask about when S-san will be around.



Sounds corny? Well, shut up. :/
I can't figure out any other way to say it. If I say something like, you're such an idiot, what's that going to help with anything?!
S-san is a great person. I doubt many people are like S-san. :/

"Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future. Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures."